I think that I'm doing fine so far with settling into motherhood, even tho it's only been almost four month (he'll be 4mos on the 11th). Any way I find myself staring at him in amazement, like I didn't have him. He's his own person and since I have never been with a baby so long other than watching my friends baby sometimes, I still am in awe. Some of the things that make me laugh is how he knows how I feel. If I'm tired he settles himself and allow me to rock him to sleep, or if I want to play with him he start to chuckle and smile this big smile like 'come and get me'. Then I know you parents can relate, the baby waits right good until you want a kiss and they slobber all over you
Or when you go for the diaper change they pee more or pass gas and laugh like they know its funny
or how they stare back at you and burp...
And yes I feel like all the other mothers of the world, my baby is just the most handsome person I know
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