http://www.dherbs.com/forums/index.php/topic,6732.0.htmlI have shared my experience a while back and discussed it. To seek more clarity I did further research. I found thousands of stories that sound just like mine!!! It means something. I just need more clarity!
It kills me to not under/inner/overstand.
Basically. People experience sleep paralyisis which is the precursor to out of body experiences and then they find themselves on a cot paralyzed or hypnotized and being probed or sexually abused. The strange creatures as well. Also time loss afterwards. The same story again and again and again! I had heard it before. Didn't dwell on it too long. When I experienced it, it became more relevant and interesting too me. I was blown away by all the stories exactly like mine. Of course explainations take the form of opinions, theories, and more related experiences, no clarity as to what's going on though. However I believe the general consencus is that it is alien abductions for purposes of genetic stuff. Making new species like they did in the Sumerian tablets. This could however be totally off.
My personal Theory is that these are hyperdimensional "earthlings" (that is ro say not from another planet) with very archaic technology looking at our etheric and emotional anatomy (the tools I saw look liked torture devices rather than civil tools)
I hAve seen a few crafts in my day but I don't know that the technology I saw in that room was in leauge with space travel.
The whole experience was traumatizing enough. Now the nil clarity is driving me mad. Someone has got to know. I can feel it. But they just refuse to let on.
Of course "scientists" call it sleep paralysis and leave it at that but different people don't have the same exact dream again and again and again all throughout human history. Their surmise does not satisfy me in the least bit.
These theories and descrepencies in them that just don't add up frustrate me. Also I just feel like I am being left in the dark which is a personal pet peeve of mine as I like to be in the know. It is my birthright to know... especially dark stuff!
Do different permutations of your self exist beyond the dimensional viel through which our limited awareness is too weak to pierce? Perhaps these expressions of our selves are just altering what they see fit to alter.
I am confused. And just need to dialouge more even though we will probably just end up running in circles again creating more questions again answering nothing and making up theories and sharing our beliefs and opinIons but arriving at no solid tangible and factual conclusion.
It's just annoying to say the least.