Ok...a lil back story...
My ex is one of my soul mate(s?)...I know this because of how we met and the wonderful relationship we had (good and bad).
His mom and dad got a divorce when he was bout 4...she moved from NY to DC...and as the yrs went by he saw his dad less and less...this REALLY had a negative affect on him cause he was very close to his dad.
His mom is a lil emotionally unstable and "hated" men...he felt emasculated (de-masculineinized, whatever..less of a man). He never had a man around. Sooo we meet, and our relationship was
super rocky at first...but turned to be the great love of my life, so far...I learned SOOO much from my time with him. He finished college and was faced with living here in DC or moving to NY to finally be with his dad.....
of course he would have to live with his mom while in DC, which he
really didnt wanna do....but didnt wanna leave me to be with his dad...which he
really wanted to do. So of course I told him I would miss him SOOO much if he went to NY, but I said if he felt that's what he need to with his life then I will understand...so he moved

after 2 months we broke up.
lol....now to the Dream...Bout 2 wks ago I had a dream he was with a bunch of men...one his dad...another fam member (cuz i think) and other men I dont know, they were all takin out there *clear throat* Man Parts...um Dick (lol*blush&giggle*) and seeing who had the biggest and longest. I was in the dream...jus kinda watchin not sayin much....but never left my ex's side.

Im really interested in what you all may think.... specially the Men