Channeling higher self

I have been having dreams lately about being one with my higher self... sigh. Last night's dream took the cake! I had a dream that I was driving my car and in the dream I felt for the first time that I was in control. I was driving smoothly and with ease; as I got closer to my house the road was curvy. All driving dreams prior to this involved me having no control and driving from either the passenger seat or a back seat. Shortly after I went home and was with my little nephew. I was trying to change his diaper, but he refused to let me change it. He kept telling me no, he wanted mommy to change it for him. Then I was in my garage, and looking at a newly built bathroom that was in it; the bathroom floor was black.

I was back in the house, in my bedroom and searching through my things and accidentally came across a series of videos of myself. The only thing is, in the dream I was thinking that I didn't remember making them. I was saying things that did not seem like they were coming from me in the videos and had mannerisms that weren't mine, even the look in my eyes looked different. I was channeling my higher self in the videos and almost looked possessed, and it mortified me. (Surely hoping this is symbolic!)

The dream(s) were pretty choppy, but there was also a very handsome unidentified male in the dream. He had a problem with his leg and walked with sort of a limp. I told him about the videos and he was pretty excited about them and my ability to channel my higher self. Next thing I knew he, an unidentified female, and I were wading through very deep water. It was up to our chests. As we were wading a huge ship sailed past us.

I am really beginning to notice sort of a trend here...