Too Real

[POETIC1]

The other night I had a dream that seemed to real to be a dream.  I was riding in my car and came upon a building. I parked and got out and walked into the building. There was this big room, all white, no furniture, or people. There was only a really bright light and  a mirror. I walked over and looked at the mirror. When I looked into the mirror I was naked. Then before my eyes I started changing into a man. It started my genital area. My clitoris turned into a penis, my breast disappeared and my hair got shorter. I took the penis into my hand and ejaculated. When I looked into my hand the semen was seeds. I looked back up in the mirror and I had turned back into a woman but then my stomach started to grow as if I was pregnant. Then the light got brighter and brighter as my stomach got bigger and bigger. Then I woke up.  The strange thing is when I woke up my stomach was hurting and I was nauseous.

I KNOW I am not literally pregnant. Any thoughts?

[Djehuty-M]

Are you presently sexually-intimately involved with a man?

[POETIC1]

No I am not sexually/intimately involved with a man. I have been taking time for self.

[knix20]

The spotlight is on you. and you need to self reflect and look into you self about the reasons why you are taking time to yourself. Is it fear that a man will take over your spirit? or that you may become pregnant?  i wonder the significance of that light getting brighter and brighter and then a stomach getting bigger. maybe foreseeing future pregnancy. maybe the dream really isnt aboiut pregancy about its about other things going on in your life. Sometimes when im nervous, i can get stomach pains. is there anything you are worried about? to the point that it resonates throughout your stomach??

[POETIC1]

I was with a "conscious" man who literally drained all my energy.  I allowed myself to turn into a completely different person (an unhappy person) in order to be there for him the way he needed me to. That is the reason I am taking time out now. Had to reconnect with self. I have been thinking about having kids lately. I had a miscarriage when I was with him due to the amount of stress I was under. Lately I have been feeling more motherly. Just have to find my soul mate now

[knix20]

I was with a "conscious" man who literally drained all my energy.  I allowed myself to turn into a completely different person (an unhappy person) in order to be there for him the way he needed me to. That is the reason I am taking time out now. Had to reconnect with self. I have been thinking about having kids lately. I had a miscarriage when I was with him due to the amount of stress I was under. Lately I have been feeling more motherly. Just have to find my soul mate now

im sure your soul mate is somewhere preparing and going through his life journey so you when you both meet it is the perfect match!

[eking]

Hello:  I have had a recurring dream about having to go to the bathroom urgently and when I get there and open the stall, the toilet if filled with fecal matter and it is splattered all over the seat.. It's so horrible that I run out and then I wake up and go to my clean bathroom...   I read somewhere that it might be about kidney or colon problems..  Anyway I am on a detox so I hope the dream goes away.  It's horrible.  Maybe your dream is about something physical.   Any thoughts on the kidney issue?